Forever Winter (From The Vault)

He says he doesn't believe anything much he hears these days He says, "Why fall in love, just so you can watch it go away?" He spends most of his nights wishing it was how it used to be He spends most of his flights getting pulled down by gravity I call, just checkin' up on him He's up, 3AM, pacin' He says, "It's not just a phase I'm in" My voice comes out beggin' All this time, I didn't know You were breakin' down I'd fall to pieces on the floor If you weren't around Too young to know it gets better I'll be summer sun for you forever Forever winter if you go He seems fine most of the time, forcing smiles and never minds His laugh is a symphony, when the lights go out, it's hard to breathe I pull at every thread trying to solve the puzzles in his head Live my life scared to death he'll decide to leave instead I call, just checkin' up on him He's up, 5AM, wasted Long gone, not even listening My voice comes out screamin' All this time, I didn't know You were breakin' down I'd fall to pieces on the floor If you weren't around Too young to know it gets better I'll be summer sun for you forever Forever winter if you go If I was standing there in your apartment I'd take that bomb in your head and disarm it I'd say, "I love you even at your darkest and Please, don't go" I didn't know You were breakin' down I'd fall to pieces on the floor If you weren't around Too young to know it gets better I'll be summer sun for you forever Forever winter if you go (Ooh, ooh, ooh) I'll be your summer sun forever (Ooh, ooh, ooh) At 3AM, pacin' All this time, I didn't know (Ooh, ooh, ooh) At 5AM, wasted I'd be in pieces on the floor Forever winter if you go He says he doesn't believe anything much he hears these days I say, "Believe in one thing, I won't go away"